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January 2010

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My computer ate the last post. So here is the abridged version:


I had a dream last name that Kris and the kids came to visit. And everyone was permitted to socialize with them except me. I felt that it was bullshit, but for the sake of not ruining everything, I accepted the punishment. It was during Easter and I had made baskets for them. I could only watch mum give them the baskets. I wasn't allowed to talk to them at all. In fact I had to stay out of sight so as not to upset them since Kris said they didn't want to see me.

I know deep down my mind reasons that everything that happened is in someway my fault, and that was the underlying meaning of the dream. Consciously I know thats bullshit and that Kris is an asshole no matter what and that this would have happened whether I was in the picture or not.

Anyway, that dream was fucked enough, I figure I would share.

Comments

Sorry to hear Kris is a dick even in dreams.

I think you have the martyr complex something awful. You would take your whole family's suffering into you if they could just see them again. You're a good person, don't ever doubt it.